Ooh Ooh Ooh — I’m lyrically content spilling on the internet. Use it like a peanut butter spread to your jelly jams.
I carry this on me like it’s unnecessary baggage. I feel the need to get rid of it, chuck it on some corner. But instead, I use it to fuel me. Just breathing the air lights me up, whether or not the feeling sits on my lips. I feel like traveling, goin through countrysides and city-wide rides that slow down each light, but I’ll always seek out the path that is unobstructed. I want a view that goes on to every blue ocean, to shine so light that I can see right through its transparency. And when I have clarity I will sit down. Tetris-izing, just trying to fit all the loose pieces in the puzzle. It’s unnecessary like the knots that keep me tied down, but I’m not ready yet to sail. I just feel like floating on clouds.
Able to connect but still far from sight, the image runs deeper than anything I could ever see.
Reset.
Brushing past lives, I sit idle on the side. The breeze I feel carries life with each gust, but I’m disgusted. So connected, how is it I feel far. My sense tells me Braille, but I can’t feel the raise each concrete step takes. As if I were only hopscotching, in a direction that doesn’t exist, I rolled around in a spin so still I sit. I can’t break into the bank of lies that fit snug, too intertwined with life, so I look away. My usual senses pull me in, but senseless I feel and dont think. Staying around I pollinate fate, proceeding with the motions. Hiding from the reality blur, I creep around like super late, delayed, waiting for the rain to pass and settle. And when the fog drops, so shall I, without a trace. The tracks from the rail haven’t faded, but at each interval they sink enough to make a loud enough clink. So I listen to the surrounding that creeps away from me.
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